So.

I get really worried when I realize that people (aka family members of mine) have read/can read this. So...That's part of why I deleted it before. The other part is something that still concerns me, and is a bit more pressing at the moment than my family reading this. I stopped posting links to this place on facebook though, so that should hopefully cut down on my random family members reading this. So if you're family reading this subtly and not commenting, please don't judge me, OK? I'm not ashamed of who I am, but I do get ashamed of the things I do sometimes. If that makes sense. Like, I like to learn from my stupidity and I hope people forgive my blunders, you know? I try not to prejudge, but I'm slowly becoming cynical even though I'm trying not to. So sorry for anything I've done that's stupid.

Other than that little statement, I wanted to share this new song. Firework by Katy Perry. I'm not into popular music generally, but I'm not going to ignore a good song just because it's popular. I legitimately don't enjoy a majority of popular music (mostly because of shoddy lyrics) but this song is absolutely lovely. To get the full feeling of it you should watch the video too. :)

Firework by Katy Perry

"Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon"

Firework ~ Katy Perry